Freedom Frequency

In 2018 one of my goals was to invest in myself so I could be a clearer vessel for Spirit to channel through. 
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One of the areas I felt I was greatly lacking or blocked was in my femininity. I knew if I could unlock this key for myself, that I would make great strides. 
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I was at my local beloved yoga studio receiving a beautifully lead Yoga Nidra class from the magnificent Katya Lovejoy. Something told me to ask her if she knew of any tantra or women’s retreats happening in the near future. She recommended I reach out to a woman named Nadine Lee on FB and ask her. 
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As soon as I got home, I found Nadine on FB and asked her the same question. Little did I know, Nadine was hosting a retreat in Bali within the next 4-6 weeks. Bali had been on my bucket list for the last 5+ years. 
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It was a no-brainer! The stars were perfectly aligned. 
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I knew this retreat was going to push me out of my comfort zone. I was ready for the challenge. I was open to receive the Goddess’ Medicine. I was nervous to go alone. I begged my best friend Hannah to join me, but she was not getting the same call I was. I knew this was something I had to do alone. 
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I chatted with Jim about it and without hesitation he said he’d keep the house warm and take over Mommy duties while I went. He wanted to fully support me with the vision I was holding. 
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I had no effing clue what I was getting myself into!! 😂
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When I arrived in Bali I gave myself a few days in Ubud alone to explore the area. I was hosted by a wonderful family who took great care of me. The host would even jump on FaceTime calls with me when I’d call home. I was so held. 
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A few days after solo exploring, it was time for us ladies to gather to venture to the north side is the island. Vans picked us up as we drove over the mountain and down into the jungle. 
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We were all solo travelers. From all over the world. We came together for very different reasons, but with similar goals for attending this retreat. 
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Greeted by Nadine and Amrita, I immediately felt safe. We settled into the beautiful eco resort right on the water. 
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What unfolded over the next week was incredible. These sisters had an incredible way of revealing deep sides of myself that I never knew existed. They held me in my vulnerable moments and cheered me in my expression. 
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I was pushed to the very edges of my comfort zone. I knew it was safe to explore these sides of myself. I showed up fully even when I wanted to run and hide. 
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The sisterhood that was formed will forever be a part of me. They will always hold a special place in my heart. It’s incredible what can happen when we are fully held! 
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In full transparency, when I got back to the states.... ummmm well.... so much more unraveled. Some of the thickest layers of my ego came crumbling down. There were moments when I’d look in the mirror and not recognize myself. I said to my partner many times after this retreat, that I don’t know who I am any more. As more and more and more layers of false distortions fell away, I was desperately trying to understand this new me, or rather the real me. 
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Have you ever looked in the mirror and didn’t recognize the person in the reflection? It was frightening. I was grasping on the false self for dear life. 
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This retreat was the catalyst for a massive ego death and fully stepping into my Soul’s calling. 
I’ve had some incredible help along the way. 
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Nadine will be hosting a Feminine Frequency Retreat in Costa Rica in April. Myself and three other Goddesses will be supporting her and all the ladies called to attend this retreat.
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As if this work wasn’t powerful enough... I will be facilitating Shamanic Breathwork to take you even deeper. To help you shed your false layers. To hold YOU while you step in to your Souls calling. 
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If you are ready to fully step in, to claim your sovereignty, to be stretched, to be held and seen, to claim and awaken the Goddess within you, I invite you to join us. Let’s jump on a call to see if this is the medicine that’s right for you. If you are scared, perfect, so was I! Link in the comments. 
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And to my beautiful SiStars.... you are so loved. I cherish each of you. This “stepping in” process has not been cute, but so worth it. Celina, Labrini, Mila, Mez, Julie, Alicia, Anna, Alexis .