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Your power does not come from how much information you know on a cerebral level. Your power comes from how well you embody the knowledge. Then it becomes wisdom.
. You attend retreats, all the spiritual courses, work with all the coaches, attend all the ceremonies and have all the certifications. You are a Master of your craft. You have all the knowledge, but behind that mask you still feel constant disharmony. . Dissonance. . Why? How is this so, when you are constantly working on yourself? . You think acquiring all this knowledge will fix you. To be honest you couldn’t fight your way out of a paper bag. . In your community you show up with a book full of knowledge in hopes they can’t see beyond the masks. “They can’t know how much pain I am truly in”. . Incongruence . Because beloved, you fear APPLICATION. If you really took a dose of your own medicine, you would unravel. You fear they will see you as a fraud. . What if you unravel? What would happen? Will your community abandon you or will they catch you when you fall? . You are scared of how deep the rabbit hole goes. You fear nobody will send you a lifeline. . Beloved, you are safe. It’s ok to unravel. It’s ok to fall apart. It’s ok to lose your sh!t. . It’s ok to take off your mask. . To be honest, your true beauty is hiding behind the mask. . It’s time to release the illusion, the distortions. . I promise you, we will catch you. Dust you off. And show you your true beauty. Show you your DIVINE POWER.
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 When SiStars come together in a Sacred Space, Magic happens.
. Why have we moved away from cultivating intimacy with our beloved sisters? When was the last time you sat in Sacred Circle with your sisters? . We share many of the same struggles and stories. When one sister shares her story and heals, this is also healing part of your own story. . We must hold our sisters. We must catch them when they fall. We must hold space for their healing. . It’s time to let the mask fall and show up fully. Ugly cry, scream, curl up in your sisters arms with a snotty nose. . We must give each other permission to journey through the subconscious realms. . We must pause to make time to hold each other in this Sacred way. . There is so much healing that can be done in this way. Sister to sister. Womb to womb.  Your mentor/coach/guide can only take you as deep as they themselves are willing to go.
. If we want to experience true healing, we must be willing to dive deep into the shadowy wounds that are holding us hostage in pain and dysfunction. . Often times (not always), this requires a guide/mentor/coach to walk beside you and hold a candle whilst visiting these dark caves within ourselves. . Although, many mentors are not willing to enter this cave alone. They are unwilling to explore these areas within themselves. They fear the shadow. . Some want to float along the crystal clear waters basking in the warm sun where it’s safe and cozy, whilst tethered to an anchor. . They won’t call you out, they won’t hold you accountable, they will most definitely not hold a mirror up to you... because they can’t do this themselves. . This is fine, dandy, warm, fun, easy and cozy. You might gain a few new tools to add to your tool box and such. You might shed a tear or two along the way, but will you experience true intimate healing? . Is this what you really want? Do you want to coast through life with zero accountability? . If you want RADICAL CHANGE, If you want to experience BLISS, If you want to experience PEACE, If you want to live in true ALIGNMENT, You must be willing to dive into that cave. . Choose a mentor/guide/coach that triggers the f*ck out of you. . Choose a guide that does not fear their own shadows. . Do not be afraid to ask your coach how deep they go in their own healing, before choosing to work with them. If they dance around the question... there’s your answer.  Why do women fear the feminine?
. In a patriarchal world where the feminine has been oppressed for 1000s of years, deep in our DNA we have been encoded to fear the feminine. . Remember the witch hunts from 1400s-1700s in Europe where they killed 40,000-60,000 women for practicing magic?!? This is encoded in our DNA. . Why do you think the stories of Mary Magdalene were never included in the Bible? Why was she portrayed as a prostitute? OPPRESS OPPRESS OPPRESS . Mary Magdalene was more powerful than Jesus. Man created religion and did a great job in creating the illusion that the Man is more powerful than the women. . What did they have to hide? Why did they remove these stories from the Bible? . This ancestral trauma towards the feminine is imprinted in all of our DNA. . It is not safe to practice magic. It is not safe to express the magic of the womb. Women (the feminine) should be feared. Women (the feminine) are dangerous. - DAMN RIGHT . In addition to our encoded DNA, we are mentally conditioned to fear the feminine. . We are taught that we have to FIGHT and be in our masculinity to ever have a chance in the corporate world. We will not survive if we are too emotional. “Financial stability = masculinity” . We are taught to support ourselves and “you don’t need a man” aka be in your masculinity to be your own man. . “Pussy” = weak “Don’t cry” = emotions are scary “Man up” = move into your masculinity . Why? What if we allowed our femininity to come back online? What if we trusted? Surrendered? Received? . The truth of the matter is that we ALL fear our femininity. We fear the alchemical POWER we posses. . I’m talking shapeshifting, miraculous healings, immediate manifestations, manifesting all that you need through receiving, etc. . If we came fully back into HARMONY with our femininity and power, there is a level of responsibility that comes along with this. . In order to allow our femininity to come back online, we must take RADICAL RESPONSIBILITY for our actions and lives. . We must hold ourselves ACCOUNTABLE for every single moment. There is zero tolerance for victimhood. . Those stories where we point fingers at others will no longer stand true because we take responsibility for our co-created journeys. . Most of us are not even ready to accept this level of wizardry, but we say we want sovereignty. . Are you ready to accept this level of power? . PS: this has nothing to do with your physical body structure.  Your greatest gifts are birthed through your deepest wounds.
. Did you really think that your deep wounds were there to just torture you? To create suffering for the remainder of your life? . Do you ever think that you were dealt a bad hand? God made a mistake? . Think again! . Our wounds are our deepest and most profound lessons. . The only caveat.... is that we must first, overcome and heal that wound. . If you are still holding it hostage and seeing it from a place of victimhood, then it’s not ready to be alchemized into your greatest gift. . Sometimes this can take a million years to work through and heal. Jk, just feels this way. . I invite you to begin the exploration process. Look at your greatest wound. The one that still aches. The one that keeps you sad, hurt and depressed. If you’re ready, declare to yourself that you are ready to heal and alchemize this. Make a commitment to yourself that you are going to face this. If it feels too big, hire a coach/mentor. Begin journaling about it. Start to explore the wound with child-like eyes and see it from all perspectives. Be patient with yourself, this sometimes could take years. Ask your Higher Power for assistance and guidance. Do some inner-child work around this wound. Peel back the layers to find the core pain. What does it feel like when you revisit this story? Can you notice any sensations in your body when you revisit the wound? Where? Keep journaling! . You see, when we acquire these wounds, we don’t have the adequate tools to process them in the moment. So we stuff them down, numb them out and wait for the day to come that we have the tools and courage to heal. . The longer we allow the wound to stay stagnant in the body, the more it grows and festers. . I can promise you this... once you’ve reached the other side of the healing mountain, you will feel 1000x lighter. You will begin to see how this was really a blessing. You will miraculously attract people into your life who carry this same or similar wound. Your path to wholeness will act as a healing balm for those who are still in the victim mentality carrying the same wound as you were. . Allow your wounds to be your greatest gifts. The world needs your medicine more than ever right now. . There are many souls that are waiting to receive the gift of your medicine.  When we finally make the decision to do something that our soul and that our heart is calling us to do, the Universe has a sneaky way of bringing up all of our fears and limiting beliefs around accomplishing that dream.
. We cannot be in full alignment to actualize this dream IF we are holding on to limiting beliefs. . This is the point where many of us turn around and run in the opposite direction of our dreams. . The Universe brings our fears to the surface for us to work through and purge before the dream can become a reality. . For example, if you are calling in a large sum of money, you make the final decision that this is what you want and deserve, but then suddenly all of your fears and limiting beliefs around money come to the surface. This is the universes way of purging these limiting believes before delivering that sum of money. This is where so many people get stuck. We must work through these fears and push through our limiting believes so that we may fully align with the sum of money that we are calling in. . Another example of this is us making a decision to call in that dream relationship. We declare that we are ready for a soul aligned relationship, but as soon as we do, all of our fears and limiting beliefs around being in this type of relationship come to the surface. “I am not good enough” “I am scared to be open and vulnerable” “There aren’t any good suitors out there” “People always leave me” Blah blah blah... At this stage, many of us will run from the fears that are surfacing and say “never mind, I’m not ready” because it’s too uncomfortable to face them. This is an opportunity for us to heal these wounds and stories, so that we can align with the partner we are calling in. . Don’t give up as soon as those sneaky fears come to the surface, push through them and stay focused on what you’re calling in. . You’ve got this!  LOVE, LIGHT AND UNICORNS
. There is a massive energetic movement showing up in the collective at the moment that is calling in juicy love, light, butterflies and unicorns. “Everything is love and light” . This focus resides in the upper chakra system. Heart chakra and up. . I’m sure we’ve all heard someone suggesting how we should open our third eye and tips on opening the heart center. . The Law of Attraction suggests that we focus on love and light. . While this is beautiful to witness massive heart openings, there is a HUGE piece that is MISSING. . This is only half of the puzzle. . If we want to experience balance and harmony within our lives, we cannot ignore our lower chakra centers from the solar plexus down. . In this “New Age” community, so many people are teaching and speaking of opening our upper chakra system completely avoiding the lower system. . Frankly this is dangerous! Opening ourselves up to the Upper Realms of creation whilst not being properly grounded. . It’s like climbing a tree. We want to climb higher and higher to reach new heights, new perspectives, so we can see more and know more; while there is NO root system of this tree tethered to the Earth. . We all know how this is going to end... the tree is going to come crashing down! . Why is this? Why is there such an influx and focus of the upper chakra exploration? . MANY people are scared of what is being stored in the lower chakra systems. . We carry our ancestral karma in these lower chakra centers. This has become our dumping ground for our pain. . When we encounter pain and suffering in this life we shove it down. Down where? Yes, in the lower chakras. . By us avoiding these lower chakra systems is simply irresponsible and Spiritual Bypassing. . So many people are terrified to explore these lower chakra systems in fear they will uncover more fear, pain and suffering. . Yes, that is correct, you probably will! . How can we expect and manifest a life filled with harmony and balance if we aren’t capable of seeing and exploring the whole picture? . I think it’s fair to say that there are NOT many facilitators or coaches that are willing “go there”. . They fear this place within themselves, therefore they are unable to usher you through the exploration of your karma or shadows. . If we want to experience balance and harmony, we must be willing to explore the shadows AS WELL as the upper realms. . As a matter of fact, if we all began our awakening journeys focused on our lower chakras, our upper chakra system would automatically come into alignment. . We are doing it backwards at the moment. . If you want to experience rapid awakening, start in the lower chakras and in the shadows. . This is exactly why I created the 6-week online course, EMOTIONAL ALCHEMY. We will gracefully explore these realms to purge and purify our shadows so that we can open up our hearts to experience deep love, balance and harmony. . If this resonates, I invite you to take a deeper look. We begin on May 22.  YOU CAN ONLY RUN SO FAST
. Beloved, what you are running from will always chase you. . Yes, that pain and suffering will always chase you down. . Even when you run faster, it speeds up behind you. . Oh, you found a sneaky place to hide... dang it, it found you. . You run and hide into: YOUR HEAVY WORK LOAD YOUR CHAOTIC SCHEDULE THE LATEST EPISODE ALCOHOL - wait I mean that fancy glass of wine INTO OTHER PEOPLES DRAMA. . Why beloved, why? . Your work, chaotic schedule, other people, TV or that glass of fancy vino will NOT save you! . ➰ STOP GLAMORIZING BUSY ➰ . It’s not cute! . We see right through your “busy schedule” . I see the pain you are running from. . Beloved, aren’t you tired? I mean exhausted? You can’t sleep because your mind is filled with chatter? . Don’t you want to just throw in the f*ucking towel and give up? Breakdown on your knees a scream. . Stop running, it’s ok, everything is going to be ok. . That scary monster that is chasing you is not actually a monster. It’s your pain and suffering begging to be healed. It’s your child-self begging to be seen, protected and loved. . It’s ok! Come rest your weary hearts in my arms, it’s ok. You’re safe beloved. . Together, very slowly and very gently, we will turn around and face this monster. I will show you, it’s not that scary. I will show you how brave you are. I will show you how strong you are. . If you’re ready, come join us for a 6-week journey through Emotional Alchemy. We begin on May 22nd. 𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑶𝑵𝑳𝒀 𝑺𝑬𝑬𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝒀𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑶𝑴𝑺?
Symptoms could look something like: ▻ dysfunctional relationships ▻ over eating ▻ drinking too much ▻ addicted to s3x, TV, social media, p0rn ▻ isolation ▻ over working- I see you busy bees These are merely symptoms! Not the perceived problem! These are all handy tools to escape the painful wounds that are lying at the core of your being. We can correct the symptoms like attending alcoholics anonymous, take away the TV, lighten your work load, BUT another symptom will rise to the surface. For example, you courageously decide to embark on a journey of sobriety, get a sponsor, work the 12-steps, and sure enough a few years later you find yourself addicted to s3x. While I deeply honor your path of sobriety and I no way want to discredit that, you have found another numbing tool because you never got to the root cause of the pain. You can almost see similar behaviors in your previous relationship to alcohol show up in a similar fashion to s3x. By now you know your cycle, like clock work. You feel triggered, You numb to escape the trigger, Then feel guilty for numbing, Then the cycle starts over again. Around and around it goes! Until you are ready for the dizzying ride to STOP! 🛑 ▷ Beloved, the symptoms are not the area which you should be focusing on. It’s the core wound that is secretly hiding underneath that symptom that should be the focus. ◁ This is what we will explore in Emotional Alchemy. Over the course of 6-weeks, we will first build a strong foundation, then in a safe sacred way we will begin to explore those core wounds. You will gain tools to navigate these wounds, alchemize them and RELEASE them. So that you can return to your child-like sense of wonder and joy. So that you can experience BLISS. We begin on May 22nd.  𝑾𝑯𝒀 𝑫𝑶 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑲𝑬𝑬𝑷 𝑨𝑻𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑨𝑴𝑬 𝑻𝒀𝑷𝑬 𝑶𝑭 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑺?
If we take a moment and look back at all of previous relationships, can you see a repeating pattern within them? A common thread? Maybe something like: ▻ your partners struggled with addiction ▻ they were emotionally unavailable ▻ noncommittal ▻ dishonest ▻ anger issues ▻ infidelity ▻ they never trusted you If we can take a moment and find the common thread, then we have a starting point. You see, it’s easy to say all men/women are (insert issue) and take the stance of victimhood Or Take a step back and ask why am I attracting these types of people. The Universe will keep bringing the same type of partner to teach you a lesson. Thank you Universe! Are you willing to listen and see the pattern? Yes, I understand you do all the suggested visualization protocols, make a list of your dream partner on the new moon, and other manifestation activities like you’re told to do, But they aren’t showing up. Or they may be showing up like a wolf dressed in sheep’s clothing and sure enough, you’re presented with the SAME relationship AGAIN!! So frustrating! Where’s the missing piece? Why are all of your manifestation tools not working? Because beloved, there is a CORE WOUND, a story deep in your subconscious that is actually attracting these relationships. It does not matter how many spiritual tools you throw at this... the only way to break this CYCLICAL BEHAVIOR is to take a long deep look at the subconscious. That is where the story is buried. There are many tools to open up the subconscious mind to begin this journey into the shadows. This is where alchemy comes in... We find the root cause of the unconscious story, then alchemize it. This is what we will be exploring in the upcoming EMOTIONAL ALCHEMY Course. If you are tired of the same cyclical behaviors, we have to get to the core issue. We begin on May 22. |
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