Have you been feeling the call to wake up? To step up? To rise up? To awaken to your inner truth? Have you been feeling this inner call for something bigger? Do you find this “New Age” movement intriguing? Have you recently discovered you have a gift of clairvoyance? Or prophetic dreams? Are you experiencing massive “break-downs”? Do some parts of your life feel like they’re falling apart?
I am sure some of this is ringing true for you. We are all being called to step up to our Divine Selves. We are currently experiencing a massive energetic shift on this planet and it’s inevitable that you are feeling it in some way or another. Some of us have been feeling the call for a while and are in the process of surrender and somewhat reaching for enlightenment. Some of us have been in contact with Beings from other dimensions and are actively working on integrating to this new wave of energy on planet earth. Some of us may be feeling lost in the shuffle and unsure why things feel different, but they do. And for others, what seem like massive break-downs in their lives – as though their lives are falling apart – are really things falling into place. There are many ways this shift is manifesting in our independent lives.
Here’s the thing we must innerstand in the mix of it all… the more you resist the shift and energetic upgrades the more painful this will be for you. The way this looks from my perspective is imagine a layer of rings, at the very core there is the real self, the Divine Self and the true self, it looks like the shape of a human surrounded by white light. Outside of this Divine Self there are many, many “rings” or layers of an onion engulfing you. These layers are our stories, childhood wounds, fears, pains, attachments and blockages. Each of these layers holds a different vibration, some are very dense and heavy and other layers are a bit lighter in density and weight. As we are being called to inch closer to our higher Divine Selves we MUST remove some of these heavier densities. You see, these densities are holding us down, blocking us from Love and Freedom. Some of us hold on to these layers of stories like it’s our badge of honor or our “right to be angry, pissed, rude because XYZ happened”. They have become our sense of identity. Holding on to these stories from our past is, for some, like a hall pass to stay in a lower vibration. We justify our behavior like this, “because I was [raped, abused, cheated on, fired, not important, etc] I get to wear this like a badge of honor every day and this justifies my [anger, depression, rudeness, aggression, sadness, etc.]” … “My job is so stressful, when I get home I get to act like an ass to my wife”… “I never had a solid parental role model, therefore I get to be a crappy parent to my children”… “My dog died, so I get to drink myself silly every night”… “My wife left me, so I don’t know how to have healthy relationships”. This is all Victim Consciousness, holding you imprisoned in the matrix.
Many humans are actually afraid of freedom. They have become so accustomed to this badge of honor and self-identity that to release these stories brings them great fear. These dense layers surround them like a cloak of comfort. Some may feel if they let those stories go, they are doing a disservice to someone. I know a wonderful woman whose son took his life in his teenage years. This woman holds on to this story and carries it around with her like a cozy, heavy winter coat. It allows her to stay sad and depressed. She believes if she actually heals this wound, she is in some way dishonoring her son’s life. In reality it is holding her like a prisoner and keeping her from living in joy. The fear of freedom of these stories can be absolutely terrifying for some. We have to decide which is greater, the fear of freedom or the desperation to break free and live in joy.
To face our stories head-on can be extremely scary. To take good hard look in the mirror takes courage and bravery. It’s not fun to go back in time and relive these events. It’s ugly, scary and full of snot, tears and rage. These stories want to be released, to be healed. Start small and you will see one by one you will feel lighter on your feet. As we begin to release some of these denser layers, we step closer to our Divine Selves. And you are NEVER done! There are always more layers and more stories. Each layer you release allows you to rise up closer to enlightenment, closer to joy and best of all to live more in LOVE.
Dearest Divine Brothers and Sisters, I know this is scary, but even more, I know your strength. This cloak is heavy and you have been carrying it for many moons, set yourself free, because you are worth it. This planet is crying out for your Divine gifts to be birthed. We need your medicine that is hidden deep beneath your stories.
You are held
You are supported
You are worth it
You are loved